I still can’t
get over the fact that I am graduating this year. It’s a very scary thought.
Whenever someone asks me what I’m going to do after high school, I always say “Shut
up, I don’t wanna talk about it”. Then the conversation gets awkward. This
summer though, I’m planning on working a lot. My sister-in-law is pregnant and
she’ll have to take off for a while. She is also a waitress, so I wanted to
help my father by taking some of her days. I also want to try to lose weight. I
mean, I love my body just the way it is, but I have arthritis in my back, and
having this extra weight doesn’t really help. Anyways, I guess I don’t really
have major plans over the summer. I want to road trip it somewhere random. I
just want to explore. I’ve had moments in my life where I wonder how big the
world really is. I’ve only traveled to North Carolina and Virginia. I want to
be able to travel to somewhere far. Almost to escape from reality, I guess. I
just want to be free. I won’t stay away forever. Driving is a way to clear my
mind of everything. I always ask my dad if we can go driving because I focus on
one thing when I’m driving, the road. Everything else is gone from my mind and
that’s so relaxing. I think if I road trip it somewhere, that would keep me
completely sane from graduating high school. I think it would be cool if it was
just me and Crystal. I probably won’t be able to see my friends that much after
school because they’ll be getting ready for college, and I’ll be getting ready
to work for the rest of my life. I don’t think I’m looking forward to this summer.
My life just won’t be the same.
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